This is a safe haven for LGBT+ folk. Any and all homophobic comments will be banned on the spot. Hey I'm shadoweh. I'm a massive introvert so I apologize for not being super talkative. I tend to only speak if spoken to, I'm also socially awkward in general. I'm also very insecure about my growth but I do love and appreciate what I have, just not the best at expressing it. I'm also kind of just that guy who never feels like he's involved in communities or apart of them much because of my imposter syndrome. So the rare few I do interact with on a regular basis, I cherish a lot. My only rules are don't be disrespectful and don't be racist or gay bash, and do not harass me or any of my viewers, otherwise just have fun and enjoy your stay. I very much respect the lurk here and you're welcome to just sit back, relax and chill. You can see a variety of games here from retro/nostaglia to RPGs to speedruns. Hope you enjoy your stay! The layout was made by my buddy Lord_Regulus FAQ: Q: Why don't you use webcam? A: Don't want to Q: Why not? A: Just don't, that's all. Q: Why don't you use a vtuber avatar? A: Same reason as webcam. Q: Do you consider yourself a failure as a streamer? A: Yeah, kind of tbh Q: Do you have imposter syndrome? A: To the point where I feel forgotten about and don't involve myself with others much because I don't want to burden them.

I now work a part time job and take classes at college. So my schedule has changed accordingly. Schedule is more or less as follows: Sunday: Could be Pokemon Randomizer of some sort or a day off. 8AM-Noon EST or OFF Monday: OFF Tuesday: Depends how much homework/IRL stuff I need to do but I might stream any time between Noon-5PM EDT Wednesday: Same as Tuesday. Thursday: Same as Tuesday, however I can start stream as early as 8/9AM EDT. Friday: OFF Saturday: May stream in the morning, may take the day off. More likely than not will be a day off though.

**Cool Streamer Friends!** If you like my streams, go follow all of these amazing friends. None of these are in any particular order of favorites because I love them all equally. [Boo](https://www.twitch.tv/boostiger) Literally my favorite person who isn't blood related that I've had the privilege to go meet in person. My best friend and little brother(ok we're not actually related) that I love and care for and appreciate with all my heart! I got him into streaming. He loves Mario and Zelda games. He is also a cute, adorable and loveable goober! [TWP](https://www.twitch.tv/twp__) Just a bro in general. I learned Bomberman 64 just from watching him run it so much. Plays a lot of Mario games and card games. Super chill and cute. [Jan](https://www.twitch.tv/jan_susi) The sweetest(and only) Slovenian dude I know. He loves memes and speedrunning various games from Star Fox to racing games. [Tager](https://www.twitch.tv/thatonenewtagerplayer) The swedish boy everyone loves to sass out of love. Tager's a good guy at heart and in many ways my rival when it comes to speedrunning but also a good friend. He runs a lot of various card games like I do(mostly yugioh games). [Tech](https://www.twitch.tv/technickle_) The goofiest memer and speedrunner I've ever met. He tends to be the butt of all the jokes but he knows we do it out of love. [Nick](https://www.twitch.tv/awesomenessdude_) Really goofy and entertaining guy all around. He's also a bro and can easily lighten up your mood when you're having a crummy day. He's very charismatic and passionate about his streams. Just an adorkable dude in general. He also made shadow1553Think, shadow1553Lurk and shadow1553Dolla [r4](https://www.twitch.tv/r4nd0mz__________________) They don't stream often but when they do you can expect some entertaining meme layouts. They're my rival when it comes to Pokemon Randomizer Bingos and Catch Em Alls. [Snor](https://www.twitch.tv/nikkusenpai) WHATDOYOUMEAN?!? Long time friend and community member of the channel. Very soothing voice, very friendly guy overall. Plays a lot of the Mario Maker and Resident Evil/Horror games. Special shoutouts go to: [Lightsen](https://www.twitch.tv/lightsen) For making shadow1553Love($4.99 tier). [Regulus](https://www.twitch.tv/lord_regulus) For making my sub badges. He also made my stream layouts! [Sustainna](https://www.twitch.tv/sustainna) For making shadow1553Smug, Gasp, Blush, Pog, Hype and Bless emotes! and of course YOU! for watching! <3

Well if you want to go above and beyond just following and watching which by no means you do not have to if you don't want to you can but are not obligated to Donate, subscribe or send some bits my way since I am a twitch affiliate. This is currently my "job" until I'm able to find a full or part time job so any support is definetely appreciated! Which is really hard to considering my various health issues. You're not obligated to in any way but I really appreciate it if you did! :) These are optional of course. You would be helping me make the quality of my streams better by helping me purchase better equipment or replacements for myself. But you may ask, what happens if I do subscribe? I'll tell you, you have access to different emotes depending on the tier you sub to, shadow1553Love, shadow1553Hug, shadow1553Gasp, shadow1553Smug and shadow1553Pog for 4.99, shadow1553Blush for 9.99 and shadow1553Dab for 24.99. We also have shadow1553Hey if you cheer 1000 or more bits to the channel, shadow1553Think for 5000 bits and shadow1553Bless for 10000 bits. You also get to distribute points if I'm doing a !bitparty playthrough. Just type in the command in chat for more info. I'll throw my steam wishlist on here as well if you want to get me a game on my wishlist instead. [Steam Wishlist](http://steamcommunity.com/id/shadoweh91/wishlist) (clicking on this image links to my paypal)