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gabber_positive

I am just a guy who loves trucking and other games to have fun.Life has put me in a positition that i am not able to work no more.This together with my medical problems makes me very negative.BUT thank to the strong positive vibes and support i get from my wife and family together with the lov

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I explain something here because I often get the question why I often have a headache or a bad day. I do NOT want special attention !!!! please just be yourself i do too :) Due to a brain haemorrhage I have had problems with my brain and ears since I was 4 years old. Since I was 4 years old I have had 38 surgeries on my head.. Because, among other things, I had become deaf. Unfortunately, there was little success during those attempts and my hearing is currently 2% on the left and 9% on the right. At the end of 2015 I was suggested for the last time. Since that operation, I have had enormous problems with 7 very loud and often painful beeps and 2 wind noises that do not go away, also called Tinitus. Unfortunately, after that last operation, a muscle that comes from my heart has grown into the scar tissue of my ear. Because of this I now hear two wind tubes 24/7 and 7 beeps and my heart functions such as hearing blood being pumped through the veins. There is no medical solution for this and so I cannot help it to date. This is partly due to the fact that these are one of the most extreme circumstances of which too little is known. I was also recently confirmed that one day my hearing will disappear completely. I will then be deaf and only hear the tones, wind noises and heart functions. However, there is nothing that can stop this and it is not known when this will happen. It can happen that I suddenly hear nothing anymore and I have also been told that once that happens there is nothing to get my hearing working again. As soon as I try to do something and make an effort, my head starts pounding and the tones get louder and louder according to the measurements I keep on going. If I have been in busy and / or loud environments for too long, I have so much headache and irritation that it can sometimes last for days and I cannot do anything.. You can imagine that this really gives me a lot of irritation and negative emotions so that I don't have a schedule of when I stream or when the music is on when I do stream live. For example, it causes enormous Fatigue, Headaches, Insomnia, Irritation, a whole bunch of negative feelings and emotions due to what it causes and rejects. But that together also causes a lot of negative feelings because I want to but can't. I have to say that I have a fantastic girlfriend who support and support me enormously together with a group of wonderful friends from all over the world !! So really great respect and gratitude for those people on my behalf. Without them I was history. I hope this is a clear explanation. If you want to know if anything else, just ask. ================= why do I stream ?? It gives me a huge positive boost when I see how cozy it can be in chat. With that you also help me through that I am distracted from my irritations and for a moment I am not bothered by it. And I also enjoy trickery and I like to share that with you. My girlfriend even says that I am positiver when I stream live so what stops me !! So Team Positive. Not only because I can use positive energy myself, but also because we can all use a positive energy boost in our lives.
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CPU : i7 11700K RAM : G-Skill 2x16GB 3200Mhz GPU : Radeon RX6800 TX Monitor : MSI optix G2706 27inc curverd. And 2 old 27 inc samsung monitors i want to replace with MSI eventualy.
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