Howdy! I'm Brittany. I'm a cool queer girl just trying to have a good time, eat chocolate chip cookie ice cream sandwiches, hang out with animals, play video games, act in video games, act in other shit, laugh until I cry, and make new friends along the way. I collect little dinosaur things but admittedly don't know enough about them as I should. I should probably learn more. I have daughter named Eloise; she's a lizard, or my very own dinosaur. As I mentioned above, I love video games. My top three favorite modern games are Life is Strange (the original), and Red Dead Redemption II, and The Last of Us II in no particular order. TLOU fans, please note: This is an Abby-friendly stream. We love her here. Look out for my virtual photography streams. I love in-game photography. Check out my TLOU work at both Instas: @mayyoursurvivalbelong @mayyourdeathbeswift Someday, you will FOR REAL see me in a video game. Seriously! I so look forward to the day I can share it with you guys... but in the meantime, it's cool just chillin' with you and doing what the heck ever. I love you guys. Thank you for letting me ramble, ramble, ramble about XYZ and who knows what else. I love you all forever & always. Welcome to my community! This is The Hottpeople Network. We're all hotties here. :)

Some viewers have asked me about my Amazon wishlist. Be it a birthday gift or just because, this is the place to look. Click the photo to direct you to my wishlist! If you would prefer to donate funds that I can utilize for rent, food, & paying the bills, please check out the stream elements "DONATE, IF YOU'D LIKE" panel instead. Gifts & Donos are non-refundable. ILY, thank you!

Please help me get help. Guys, my mental health is at its worst and I'm constantly scoping out various treatments, from intensive therapies to psychiatric service dogs. The downside, they all cost thousands of dollars, and most are not covered by insurance. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder years ago, and though at various points, my condition seems to improve, it takes me down again. Now, within a few years of trauma on trauma, it feels as if it's taken over my life. I can't live the way I'm living anymore, but getting help feels completely inaccessible, and I'm more than discouraged. Borderline alone is difficult to treat, but it's one of my my core focuses right now. I also have additional diagnoses of PTSD, Bipolar II, ADHD, Depression, and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. It doesn't always stop at one illness. For me, it certainly doesn't. But no one can direct me in the right path, it seems. I've been in and out of the hospital four times, and the last time I nearly went inpatient, they turned me away because they believe at this point it will actually hurt more than it will help. In hindsight, maybe they were right, as it hasn't helped before. But, then I'm completely trapped and at a loss. Until I look to more unique practices -- the ones that are hard to reach, programs beyond what I can afford, assistance that may seem unconventional, but could save me. So, I've been on what feels to be an isolated hunt, looking for various options at this point. I know when I look at my story, it seems a lot like "The Little Boy Who Cried Wolf." I wish I was happy. I wish I was okay. I wish this was all just a constant facade. But it's not. I feel a constant guilt for asking for help. I need more help than most providers *can* provide. The truth is though, I genuinely need it, and I have no idea what else to do about the expenses anymore. There so much unprocessed trauma, over the course of decades, that is buried. It's constantly buzzing through my brain, trying to claw its way out, and I can't take it anymore. I need serious treatment so I can live a functional life. On the outside, I am high functioning, but inside of me, I am dying. I can't work a traditional job full time living with it. I can do acting, because it's the most beautiful escape... but acting isn't paying the bills. I know times are abhorrently hard, so I expect nothing, but I need to ask. I need help paying for these resources, and the life necessities that come along with it. ie. Rent / Bills / general cost of living, so I'm able to actually get the services I need. The goal currently listed is $5,000. Truth be told, I'll need thousands more than that, it's a start... and we'll see where it goes. I'm someone who can't bullshit. I need to be transparent. Transparently: Your generosity could help change my life. Anything at all could help me, and I can say nothing, but thank you so much. Thank you for reading. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for being here, and seeing me. I love you all. https://streamelements.com/brittanyhottmann/tip Donations are non-refundable.

Respectfully, come as you are. -Come as the best version of yourself you that you can bring to our community in that moment. What "best" means will vary person-to-person. That version of yourself does not need to be polished or painted over. The Hottpeople Network is an open community to connect with other likeminded, empathetic, warm people. This is a safe space to vent, but please remember we can only help so much. Feel free to express yourself and your life experiences. By coming, respectfully, as you are: Don't be a d!ck. -Communication: We can & SHOULD have open conversations to learn and grow from one another and grow WITH each other. We all come from different walks of life, different backgrounds, all across the globe! How can we learn from each other if we don't ask questions? If someone is ignorant but willing to learn, let's chat! If you're willfully ignorant, however, or just a plain bigot: Please note, I will not tolerate hate speech, misogyny, or discrimination of ANY kind in this stream. The door is CLOSED to ANYONE who does not abide by these same values. Please gently communicate with me if I, myself, or another member of chat has unknowingly / unintentionally breeched this boundary. My whispers are turned off for non-mutuals on Twitch, but my Discord is open if you'd prefer to message me privately. Yeah, I have to say it: This is an Abby-friendly stream. -The hostile response to Abby's character from The Last of Us: Part II is exhausting; If you know, you know. I'm not dealing with arguments that are brought on to attack her character for her physical features, sexual orientation, gender identity, or anything else that is quite frankly, a bigoted, narrow-minded (NON) reason to hate a person. This branches off of my last statement, as it would be the same if you made remarks like this to *anyone* in this stream, as comments such as these go directly against the values of our community. It has nothing to do with whether or not you like her character. However, bear in mind, she is well loved here by the majority. -PLEASE be cautious of giving out spoilers during gameplay. Check in! Ask if it's a first play through before dropping juicy story deets. Starting a story with a blank slate is a very personal part of gameplay for me and I want to extend that same respect to the members of our community. Regardless of your circumstances, as long as you're in line with the values of our community, you have a home here, and you are a friend. We're not here for a long time, so let's have a good time. Welcome to The Hottpeople Network. Everyone's a Hottie here.