I am the Cerulean Silhouette. You can call me Sil, Silhouette, Cer (like sir), Cerulean, or Bob. I'm a mid-30s Final Fantasy obsessed gamer lady who grew up playing video games. You will mostly see me playing FFXIV, Elder Scrolls Online, or some other Final Fantasy game. I often play inebriated, and my young children may interrupt my game play occasionally. I won't shy away from political talk, but check the rules because I don't tolerate bigotry. Raids are turned off because I just want to chill.

I am open to having hard conversations. More people in the gaming community should know the historical and modern consequences of living in a white supremacist capitalistic patriarchal ableist society. I'm willing to discuss difficult topics with those who are willing to learn. Mistakes will happen, but we will own up to them and make apologies and amends when we mess up. But with that in mind: 1. No slurs (racist, ableist, transphobic, homophobic, etc.) 2. Check your misogynistic language* 3. No trying to intentionally hurt anyone 4. Listen for impact 5. Mistakes will happen. We are all learning. In this chat, we own our mistakes. If you can't do that.. 6. You get one warning. I give only one second chance. This is to keep the community safe. 7. If you don't understand any of these rules, ask me to explain. *Occasionally I may joke in a misogynistic way. But I am an intersectional feminist at heart.

My young children make my schedule a bit unpredictable. I plan to stream Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Saturday starting between 8pm to 9pm Pacific.

First, thank you for skimming your eyes over this section. I never expect monetary support of any kind. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for spending your time and money on little ol' me. If you feel so kind to help with donation goals, you can go here: https://streamlabs.com/ceruleansilhouette *Current goal:* Stream deck? Stream deck. The link on the Donate picture above goes to the paypal account of a local organization that is creating a space for BIPOC to connect through art and music. Please donate there first. <3 My Amazon wishlist is a combination of things I'd like, things I think will help with the stream, and my starry-eyed expensive desires. I have zero expectations from my viewers. Any and all gifts will be met with the same amount of enthusiasm and delight. <3 http://bit.ly/cersilhouette Streamloots cards are a way to support me as a creator while also allowing you to make me do stuff on stream. You can buy card packs here: https://www.streamloots.com/ceruleansilhouette

CPU: AMD Ryzen 7 3700X 3.6 GHz 8-Core Processor GPU: Nvidia GeForce RTX 2080 MOBO: MSI MPG X570 GAMING PLUS ATX AM4 Motherboard RAM: Corsair Vengeance LPX 16 GB (2 x 8 GB) DDR4-3200 CL16 Memory Storage: Samsung 860 Evo 1 TB 2.5" Solid State Drive Power Supply: EVGA 750 80+ GOLD 750W Semi Modular EVGA ECO Mode Power Supply Case: Cooler Master MasterBox TD500 Mesh Airflow ATX Mid-Tower Monitors: They're old. I have no idea. Sceptre for both. Keyboard: CORSAIR - K95 RGB Mouse: CORSAIR - Scimitar RGB Elite Mic: Elgato - Wave:3

We are Glitch Co. - an inclusive, diverse group of content creators dedicated to sharing our experiences living with invisible illness. We are community-focused individuals who strive to create a safe, honest, and educational space for all. And yes, contrary to popular belief, we think humor is super important.

Here are my chat commands: !charity - learn about the fundraising effort I am doing !c3 - learn about this nonprofit !naacp - learn about this nonprofit !ableism - links to an article !anarchism - definition !capitalism - definition !charlestonsyllabus - links to the book !communism - definition !cvss - difference between communism vs socialism !gender - links several articles !identity - definition !land - links to a map where you can learn which native lands you occupy !pronouns - links to browser extensions that add pronouns to your twitch username in chats !racism - definition !socialism - definition !whitesupremacy - definition !zoekeating - learn about Celloist Zoe Keating (music used with permission) !bandnames !created !discord !followage !hug !lurk !posture !streamloots !twitter !uptime !words