- [Truth & Reconciliation on Turtle Island](https://nctr.ca/) - [West Sahara](https://amp.dw.com/en/moroccos-territorial-claims-on-western-sahara-a-new-conflict-brewing/a-66288761) & [the Sahrawi people](https://www.atlasofhumanity.com/sahrawi) - [Palestine](https://www.btselem.org/list_of_topics) - [Congo](https://freetheslaves.net/our-work/where-we-work/dr_congo/) - [Sudan](https://www.worldvision.org/disaster-relief-news-stories/sudan-crisis-faqs) - [Hawai'i](https://www.culturalsurvival.org/publications/cultural-survival-quarterly/struggle-hawaiian-sovereignty-introduction) - [Tigray](https://www.hrw.org/tag/tigray-conflict) - [Sámi](https://www.humanrightspulse.com/mastercontentblog/swedens-troubled-relationship-with-the-indigenous-smi-community) - [Syria](https://www.hrw.org/world-report/2023/country-chapters/syria) **if you have other resources you would like me to share here please dm me on Discord**

💖she/her 🟣 grey-asexual & panromantic 🌱environmentalist 🍁living in "Canada" *on Treaty 13 territory, the traditional territory of the Mississaugas of the Credit, the Anishnabeg, the Chippewa, the Haudenosaunee and the Wendat peoples* Between working a fulltime job and managing my mental health, I stream because it's an enjoyable way to get through my backlog. I grew up on games thanks to [my brother](https://www.twitch.tv/shpooboo): watching him play, playing together, OR asking him to guide my playthroughs. I only started playing games on my own later on, so I'm in the process of catching up on titles old and new 💜

- mental health is a big focus of mine and i'm passionate about accessible wellness resources, so I compiled [this document](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r1PW6ve90ujm4knuqmgUdCqxV8V7BF0LyY-ItPDwCJ0/edit?usp=sharing) for anyone who could use it! if you're in crisis and need immediate support, find global hotlines [here](https://www.therapyroute.com/article/helplines-suicide-hotlines-and-crisis-lines-from-around-the-world) or if you prefer text-based support, try [imalive.org](https://www.imalive.org/) - closed captions will always be available on my stream. live captioning is not perfect, especially with fictional names and if i am screeching/screaming/really excited. i will try to repeat myself if i notice something is super inaccurate, but please feel welcome to ask me to repeat myself at any time if the captions are super unclear. - content warnings for the current roster of games can be found at any time by typing !cw in chat, courtesy of crowdsourced information at [doesthedogdie.com](https://www.doesthedogdie.com/). - we launch into serious conversations sometimes, i will always do my best to pause and allow individuals who need to mute or leave stream the opportunity to do so - being understood from behind a screen can be tough. to avoid misunderstandings in chat, feel free to use [tone indicators](https://www.grammarly.com/blog/tone-indicators/#:~:text=A%20tone%20indicator%20is%20a%20symbol%20or%20word%20used%20in,%E2%80%9C%2Fgen%E2%80%9D%20for%20genuine.). the more obvious, the better, as tone indicators are not universal or standardized unfortunately.

# the general stuff: - **be aware of [general twitch etiquette.](https://cypheroftyr.medium.com/twitch-etiquette-some-things-ive-learned-b89c5ed51f5d)** - **ultimately, this is my space.** i reserve the right to remove you from chat if you fail the ~vibe check~ at any point in your time here - **no bigotry.** no racism, sexism, ableism, fatphobia, anti-LGBTQIA2s+ speech, etc. - [**NO spoilers, NO backseating!**](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1sfXuVRI1ubWLQDYZMtvYmR1LAEBL9Ijiod7Q9ETRyMU/edit) i am very strict about preserving the integrity & entertainment value of my first playthroughs - **no spoiling ANY form of media!** you never know who hasn't gotten around to seeing/playing/reading something. - **respect my moderators.** i chose them. unban requests are off. - **18+ channel & chat** but do not share your exact age or talk about age at length, for everyone's comfort and safety. - **be mindful.** neither chat nor myself can offer support for traumatic experiences or crisis situations. conversations around mental health may arise, but do not completely unload onto us. - **English only,** this is sadly my only language. # the specific stuff: - **please use my given name to address me.** Lilija, Lily, & Lil are all fine. - **don’t @ me in chat.** i read what i can and do my best to keep up. if you’re only here to get my attention, rather than enjoy the game or chatting with others, i don’t want you in my space. - **no sexualization** of real people or characters & no sexual jokes. - **no booty or gasm emotes** (except dittoDumper and similar emote styles) - **no emotes of the frog** it's ugly and has been used for ugly things, more info [here](https://www.pinknews.co.uk/2021/03/28/pepe-the-frog-twitch-emote-ban-streamers-matt-furie/) & [here](https://www.adl.org/resources/hate-symbol/pepe-frog) - **no discussions of weight changes or dieting.** period. - **there is no need to announce that you are, or plan on being, intoxicated.** if you are under the influence while chatting, it is not an excuse for bad behaviour and therefore does not need to be mentioned. - **this is not a "good vibes only" space.** we do not stand for toxic positivity. we're here to have a good time, however we do talk about serious topics when they arise and I make my stance on important topics known.

# [The Meadow](https://discord.gg/n9uS6mBqtM) this is where the community can further engage with each other, and where i share stream updates! there are no expectations for engagement, share as much or as little as you would like & mute/turn off notifications as needed! make sure to read the **rules and boundaries** upon joining the server. i have no qualms about removing folks who don't act accordingly 💜

- emotes of my WoL are by [Kiiro](https://www.fiverr.com/kiiro_art) - all other emotes are thanks to my brother Vince! [he once upon a time streamed with his partner](https://www.twitch.tv/shpooboo) and they are some of my favourite people ever - [Nev](https://www.twitch.tv/nevyka_) is my Twitch mom and close friend who inspired me to get started. if you need a dose of good vibes, laughs, and lots of love, check out her streams. - [FancyMargaret](https://www.twitch.tv/fancymargaret) is a good friend of mine and is responsible for my beautiful sub badges and one of the Beans emotes! - the frog emotes available in discord are from [katliente on ko-fi](https://ko-fi.com/katliente) - our frog friend Froto was made by [The Slimeologist](https://www.twitch.tv/theslimeologist) - banner and offline screen artwork by [Alyssa K](https://www.alyssak.ca/illustration) - i never could have gotten the confidence for streaming without the encouragement from my sister Kris (kgdewdrop) - several friends helped me learn about PCs and/or walked me through building my own. special mentions go to RadicalJamz, DethByCupcake, spectrumbranch, AthenaSpawn, notkimmontes, HDmakks & slamacowzer!

ahhh, every gamer's greatest joy and greatest enemy...the BACKLOG. see my backlog [here](https://www.backloggd.com/u/LilijaTheLancer/games/release/type:backlog). i am *not* taking game suggestions, my backlog is long enough LOL IN PROGRESS: 🎮 God of War Ragnarok 🎮 FFXIV Shadowbringers 🎮 Hades (will return at some point)

The PC: **Case:** Fractal Design Meshify C Black ATX Mid Tower **Motherboard:** MSI MPG X570 Gaming Plus **CPU:** AMD Ryzen 7 2700 **RAM:** Crucial Ballistix DDR4 16.0GB **GPU:** AMD Radeon RX 5700 (8GB) *THANK YOU sir__sparrow* **PSU:** Corsair RM750 750W 80+ Gold Fully Modular **SSD:** SAMSUNG 980 PRO 2TB PCIe NVMe 4.0 M.2 Internal SSD (MZ-V8P2T0B) **PSU Cable Extensions:** EZDIY-FAB Sleeved Cable Extension Kit (Black and Purple) Other stuff... **Microphone:** MAONO AU-PM421 **Camera:** Logitech C922 **Hand Cam:** Logitech C920 **Keyboard:** Corsair K70 RBG MK.2 Low Profile **Mouse:** Corsair M55 RGB Pro Ambidextrous Multi-Grip Gaming Mouse **Main monitor:** ASUS 24" Gaming Monitor (VP248QG) **Secondary monitor:** LG 22" Gaming Monitor (22BK400H-B) **Controller:** PlayStation DualShock 4 **Headphones:** Logitech G335 Gaming Headset **Stream Deck:** Elgato Stream Deck (15 keys) **Lighting:** a clip-on ring light on my monitor

this is not expected whatsoever, and purchasing anything does not garner extra favour or privileges for viewers, but if you would like to support me outside of this streaming platform I have [a Throne wishlisht](https://throne.me/u/lilijathelancer)

this is not expected whatsoever, and making financial contributions does not garner extra favour or privileges for viewers, but if you would like to support me outside of this streaming platform I have [a Ko-fi page](https://ko-fi.com/lilijathelancer)