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[[Ongoing hiatus due to burnout + full-time game dev job]] // Tired game dev & Insufferable Weebâ„¢ // she/they // 30 // AuDHD ///
# Welcome to the Sad Squad!
## I'm VRex, but you can just call me Rex!
I'm an AuDHD variety streamer with [PDD](https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/persistent-depressive-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20350929), [GAD](https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/generalized-anxiety-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20360803), and [OCD](https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/obsessive-compulsive-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20354432). With all those, it's no wonder I call this **The Sad Squad**. But it's not all that sad! I like to educate about mental health/neurodivergencies and advocate the open discussion of it, so I wanted to create a safe space for my fellow neurodivergents.
I work full-time as a QA Development Tester, but my hope is to eventually get into narrative design.
> # Main Games
+ Genshin Impact
+ Pokemon
We're here to have a chill time, so keep that positive energy in chat! A few rules to keep this a safe space:
* absolutely NO hate speech! Racism, sexism, anti-LGBTQ+, etc. We don't discriminate here!
* no harassment to fellow chat goers
* preferably ages 18+
* do not mention your age if you're a minor; confirming you are a minor will have you banned for your own safety (also take that as a learning experience to not disclose your age to strangers on the internet)
* do not trauma dump in the chat
* respect each other & respect the mods
* no ads or self-promo
* no spam
* no backseat gaming; if I ask for help that's one thing, but don't butt in unasked
* English only please
Do not trauma dump in the chat during live streams as not everyone is comfortable with the topics and I don't want to have anyone triggered. Instead please whisper me or DM me on discord if you need someone to vent to or talk to.
While I advocate for the open discussion on mental health, I am not a trained or licensed professional - I'm just a depressed, anxious gal trying her best.
If you feel you are at the point of no return, I would highly suggest calling a [hotline](https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines) as these individuals are trained to handle people in crisis better than I could ever hope to. Here are some [global resources](https://checkpointorg.com/global/) that have links to hotlines as well as other information.
There's a stigma with self-diagnosing, and while I think professional assessment is something everyone should request, it is a privilege. Educate yourself. If you see a lot of similarities between you and a mental illness and the coping mechanisms help you, it doesn't matter that the word is official or not. In the case of meds, *please* consult a doctor before trying anything - prescribed OR recreational - as you don't know how it will affect you.
Always practice self-care and self-love 💜 I'm rooting for you!
## Assets
My panels and overlays were purchased from NerdOrDie which provides the Photoshop and After Effects files that I have edited to match my stream colour. I have also made separate assets based on these original files myself to expand on what was available.
## Model & Art
My model was made myself using VRoid Studio. My PNG streamer and all the expressions were drawn myself.
Display picture and all emotes are drawn by myself.